Tuesday, October 28, 2008
It turned out all well,
thank you for the lovely wishes*
It was great to have a day where i had to do nothing,
well nothing stressful
I had a great steak at squire's loft,
girly movie with ajie ( maid of honour),
Lovely day with friends,
My brand new sewing machine!
thank you syg! i love it,
Just need to attend my sewing classes
and before u know it im whipping up garments.
Also anticipating a lovely day out on the 4th,
Melbourne Cup, let the bets begin
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Mood: angry, upset
Ok, im hitting the young 24 this sunday.
You know,what i want?
I just want a quiet sunday relaxed, which
pretty much never happens in my life.
Not adding on to more pounds of chaotic stress in my never ending
boring routine which runs every 24/7.
I want a day where i dont have to think,
a day where i can mingle and do my own shit,
at this point, no one freaking knows what i want.
urgh! really does shit me.
I want space, much needed space.
I want to spend a day in a sewing class
or discovering new quaint alleys in the city,
I want to go for a flea market which happens on a sunday,
I want to have quiet brunch with great breakfast,
I just want a day where the house sits pleasantly & in order.
I want to go for a nice drive and see the countryside,
I want a day at the beach, just humming to my own tune,
Anyway, i dont feel like celebrating this sunday
I would rather postpone it, to the races.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Staring down on these tiny keypad,
Trying to get a word or two down.
Tom kovac was right,
We should ,take every use of
Being connected to the cyber world.
The opportunities are endless,
Who would have thought at aGe 23 and
8 days from being 24, i would indeed
Be Tech savvy.
The last time i was incline to the moving world was with my dad,
Since he left i actually stopwanting.
All talks of cars and material diminished as he wasnt there anymore for me to share.
Funny,how certain past moments make u
Change, you lose parts. People dont grasp the concept of losing, its absolutely heartbreaking, ps im not talking about relationships, those can absolutely be replaced but my dad . Well, frankly the word is never.
So they dont understand space, it works.
It works for those who need to heal.
Emotional talk, i think it hits when we are close to understand the evolving flow of human cycle......
I always thought that perhaps my life with the many punched holes have a direction. There must be a reason?
A fair , a funny reason perhaps, to test my patience, oh boy have i been tested. From accusations of bein distant,
From predicting your so called personality and style.
guess what, i am neither of those thing.
I tell u what i am a girl who works hard
I take pride in silly jobs that i undertake,
I care more than u think,
Sometimes it s stressful to be under attack,
I enjoy my silent moments,
I enjoy just being.
This must be my words for hitting the almost beginnings of your life,
Soon 24, soon to be engaged,soon to be marrried with a freind /soul mate,
Soon my own road, haha and maybe a drivers license..xoxo
Wanting evident space to fill my void.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
It looks so bleh, so im thinking it's time to visit Jo....
I know, im meant to grow it out and leave it long ...
But dull and limp, is just not my style.
So, im giving myself 2 weeks for the hair to grow out a little
So snippity snap , it will have to go.
Either i do a super light colour for spring or i cut,
But then im like hey! why not both.
So il do the cut then hit the colour after...
Yikes....! im totally bombarded with h/w...
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Monday, September 01, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
being constantly filled up with rushing cold winds.
Just in Dec-Jan---> i was experiencing winter in the states
from breezy beach weather in San Diego,
Shopping trips in our warmest gear in New York,
Beautiful & Heavy snow in Canada
Frozen bits of water in Washington DC....
Before that Melbourne winter had just ended,
Now here i am back to WINTER...my toes frozen...
Bundled in my robe like coat....
Frankly i could have a little bit of sun or atleast a longer
period of summer brushing agaisnt my skin.
;) Perhaps, i could catch some when i head back to kl in Dec.
Vietnam, Cambodia here i come
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Chasing after those who are meant to please,
Chasing after those god damn wishes.....
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008
show has been great! 5 more to go and im a free woman!
though i will miss doing rehearsals and the cast. :)
info on the show just go to www.ticket2u.biz
Besides that, im pullling my hair on future engagement plans...everyone is stressing me out but i guess this the reality that sometimes it doesnt come down to your own plans but others...and sometimes i dont think people realize that we need to be rational with things. I will repeat both of us need to finish our studies before actually finalizing any wedding plans