blogging from bed

this is certainly an uncanny moment
Staring down on these tiny keypad,
Trying to get a word or two down.

Tom kovac was right,
We should ,take every use of
Being connected to the cyber world.
The opportunities are endless,
Who would have thought at aGe 23 and
8 days from being 24, i would indeed
Be Tech savvy.

The last time i was incline to the moving world was with my dad,
Since he left i actually stopwanting.
All talks of cars and material diminished as he wasnt there anymore for me to share.
Funny,how certain past moments make u
Change, you lose parts. People dont grasp the concept of losing, its absolutely heartbreaking, ps im not talking about relationships, those can absolutely be replaced but my dad . Well, frankly the word is never.
So they dont understand space, it works.
It works for those who need to heal.
Emotional talk, i think it hits when we are close to understand the evolving flow of human cycle......
I always thought that perhaps my life with the many punched holes have a direction. There must be a reason?
A fair , a funny reason perhaps, to test my patience, oh boy have i been tested. From accusations of bein distant,
From predicting your so called personality and style.
guess what, i am neither of those thing.

I tell u what i am a girl who works hard
To survive,
I take pride in silly jobs that i undertake,
I care more than u think,
Sometimes it s stressful to be under attack,
I enjoy my silent moments,
I enjoy just being.

This must be my words for hitting the almost beginnings of your life,
Soon 24, soon to be engaged,soon to be marrried with a freind /soul mate,
Soon my own road, haha and maybe a drivers license..xoxo

Wanting evident space to fill my void.