Monday, January 08, 2007

feeling "blue"

" today is true blue......
i have been kicked, opened up inside & out & finally choked.......
so, here i am bare naked without any walls to hold me in
without any skin......"

it can be hard to write in this period,it is also hard to speak.
all i can do is find refuge in myself. there are no more jam fancies, toffee apples
or memories to build.There are no sky high dreams or planes to catch. there's nothing but hard cold realities. That is the face i see in every corner and in every room. huddled and smacked into one another.Need to breath in a while, need to reach for the familiar but i am back...back to where i was. No ambitions, nothing worth while to pursue.



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