Wednesday, May 21, 2008

step into the real world

am i beaming? am i seriously smiling? am i sad? am i truly aching?
I know that i can be an actress at times. Not to you, not around people but to myself.
Sometimes, i deny my own self the need to be truthful...sometimes i smile so that you
would be happy & pretend to be content when im really not.
Thats the beauty of expression & the many faces.
Work was interesting, it was nice to be put out there.
I was rather frightened to be honest but i think we all get a little
scared when we are left out on our own.
So, now im going to be working full time in W for 2 months.
The only hard thing is the travelling..nothing else.
surprisingly, im enjoying it. Enjoying not being a bum.haha
Knowledge---> feasibility study, now i can put a price on a building :)

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