Monday, September 29, 2008

Spinning wheels & Little Squeels















Brekkie Spot: TUSK, thanks to some internet research.
I managed to find a busy/yummy spot for a nice sunday brunch.
Despite the long wait of 40 mins for my scandinavian potato stack,
i enjoyed every bit of my rostie, salmon,spinach & poached eggs.
Definately coming back again , not on a sunday and for their lunch menu the next time.
We rushed towards the Showgrounds with a lot of enthusiasm,
Plus the realization that it's not my 3rd but 4th year in a row
attending the Royal Melbourne Showgrounds.
I personally think, i could never get bored of carnivals.
It was an absolute bliss when i was 6, let alone in my 20's.
We jumped on first with rides, tee hee* in total only sums up 2!
While ajie and the other daredevils did around 6.
Did the usual show bag shopping with less bags this year.
Bumper cars was hehe relatively violent & chomping down
in the grand pavillion was my fav!Yummy cheese toast & pippin dots plus
yabbie pie. Cough* Organic Doughnut
Joys--> Dart games, i was good! not to be a brag.
I actually hit 5/6! Winning myself this funny looking duck.
I was surprised.
Shows-->The monster truck was ho hum*
But the motor cross was great! Better than it's been.
Crazyyyy stunts...by a split second , everything could
fall apart and it didnt :)
Scenic views from the ferris wheel was nice,
Though my legs felt like jelly, as usual.
Im such a chook....hehe....

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Phone + Bestie = :)




A distant ring, sounds all to familiar...
Where were the days where i could hang on to
the line with friends till your ears were dropping off
and eyes dozing off. Conversations soon turning to bable ....
I cant do it anymore, i cant yap...
However, i did today. Lovely lovely call from Krys.
Made my day, Miss her* Actually i can do it with my bestie's.
I suppose theres always so much to catch on and remember.
CIMP seemed so long ago, busy bees we were.
Laughing, smilling,Happy...
Now, im just an old grump* Who wants quality time at home.
I think with all that contact hours i have with work,
at the end of the day. You just want to vege out and remain
silent, even for an hour. Talking & standing all day, is getting
to my frail body ;)
So, us ladies have made a pact to call atleast every Once a month on a Sat, seems to suit us both.
The time difference was a killer to start a conversation, which had taken a raincheck for more than a month.
EAGER BEAVER---> Brekkie ar Tusk, heard about some infamous green eggs.
Though, had funny mix reviews but hey i want to give my tastebuds a go before rating the joint.
IN LOVE---> With Fruits, major snacked attack on Gelati with Fico...yumm & Fruitti Di Bosco.
Had some mata kuching tooo...I wouldnt mind some boost.
CHANGE---> Dyed it and textured permed my hair. I know, it's my own obsession..
but hey i didnt cut, i just needed some life in that limp hair.hahaha
TRADITION---> 3 years in a row this year for Melbourne Showgrounds...
I am winning that pony & il go on my big slide...tee hee* and purchase them
great goodie bags.
I think im getting back to my blogging days. Man, im feeling rather boxed up.
Too many thought running by, perhaps zooming is more precise.
What if's ? Worries , Torment and Wanting to Know...
Isnt it always the case, for the Young 20's...
Worrying over the small stuff...well, mines slightly bigger thank small.
Tick tock, to my engagement....im so far from planning, it's gone by.
I dont know, im happy in my space and i think it would
go on smoothly :) The hype is over for now and taken by the more important
things in life, uni...
toot toot*** time to get those sleepy eyes a good rest~~

Monday, September 22, 2008

Tupperware Club


Mood: It's All about Storage for me now. Yes, im finding many ways to conceal and contain my items. It's from pencils, paper,Spices,My goodies ( chocolate ), Clothes ( the huge collection that i have seemed to breathe in), Mags...basically everything i live in.
Hahahaha, well i couldnt possibly contain my cats. They seems to be quite happy up on that old couch. Looking high and mighty.
Lately, the roller coaster i am hitting. Is going to no ends,
I am....in pain from the headache that throbs my head.
Happy moments--> Van's been hitting Melb flights very frequently,
it's lovely to have your gal pals around.
My Margerat Muer Covers, i want more of it.
So back to the obsession, Im still stuck in a rut with
organizing my clothes. I just won a bid on a wadrobe,
but with the built in one that i have. I just want everything
to be neatly stacked...
Just shits me, that everything is exposed. Yeah, Im on this compulsive mood to hide EVERYTHING.
You know, it just looks neat and clean. The room is going on minimal, WHITE!
im in love with this horse lamp, i guess when i do get the chance.
I will pop by Brunswick and scoop over to perhaps purchase it. Another thing, im looking for
are shoes boxes. Im going to take polaroids and stick em on the boxes...
Huntt....hunttt....Here we go.
Latest Buys--> Old school mini teh/Kopi glasses!
Japanese Pot
Freshener For My Wadrobe
Yummy Blueberry Yogurt

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Withdraw....elllsss

It has only been 3 weeks, and i cant stand my hair being in the state it is.
Boring!
It looks so bleh, so im thinking it's time to visit Jo....
I know, im meant to grow it out and leave it long ...
But dull and limp, is just not my style.
So, im giving myself 2 weeks for the hair to grow out a little
So snippity snap , it will have to go.

Either i do a super light colour for spring or i cut,
But then im like hey! why not both.
So il do the cut then hit the colour after...

Yikes....! im totally bombarded with h/w...
sigh*

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

ET Home


excitement--> hah, finally i am connected to the cyber world.

Whereby the possibilities of endless connection of information,
e-mails and more posting is made a reality.
I guess despite my wanting to be unconnected to the world.
I am slightly being indenial. I miss everybit of my internet.
Ok, now im counting down to the hours i have. To turn my last weeks
"turd" drawing into a non turd drawing. I need to jump to bed.
Wake up to the sunrise and start drawing away my masterplan
of the oh so wonderful retail store ikea....oh hummmm*

The upside--> For once, having moths flying out of pockets have not
brought me to the slums. I am absolutely spicing up to it.
Ok fine, im running up bills left right and centre,but you know.
As my beloved lola says, dont let anything bother you despite the stress.
So, it's cool im looking at the new few month being a good
transition of events.

The downside--> Hitting my pillows for good short nap,
Till the next blahhhh on this page.

Monday, September 01, 2008

the season to be fasting


Wow....look at how fast another year goes by,

yet sometimes it feels like eternity for me.


Mood: Feeling sleepy

1st day of fasting

hungry? nope

thirsty...maybe slightly

unhappy....yes maybe


Anyway, the house is a mess.

Boxes stacked up like lego's,

Rubbish to be throwned out,

Useless stuff that i do not know why existed in my last place.


Happy thoughts---> Just relaxing, though i do have work tom.

Dinner still deciding, to cook or buy?

Panicky....over the amount of clothes i have collected....

Grrr* time to clean out


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

naming a home


Who would have thought in the 6 years,
Finding a nest/ place to call home is difficult.
Besides the rise in rent prices,
The heavy rain of bills , movers & new home products & groceries
which eventually Steal the show for savings.
Thus, leaving you perhaps on the edge of eating maggi for
the next few months.
I would like to think its rather blissful, to be in this midst of mess
as long as i have place called home.
Body----> Moving away from my engagement body and into " winter" storage,
Thank god with puasa being in the corner & the holy month vibe.
"US" the couple, should reduce our going out days to hibernation.
let's hope so ;)
wants---> Quit my new interest in .......
left to my own secret storage,
happy---? I dont know, Im piled with so much to do and so little time.
Melbourne melbourne, staying in it : gives me a free fall of on going activities and work
Kl, staying in it : gives a rise of stress from people, not having enough personal space yet having ample time to lepak and relax.

Monday, July 28, 2008

weathering winter again

It seems im never far from wandering the streets and facing all my bones
being constantly filled up with rushing cold winds.
Just in Dec-Jan---> i was experiencing winter in the states
from breezy beach weather in San Diego,
Shopping trips in our warmest gear in New York,
Beautiful & Heavy snow in Canada
Frozen bits of water in Washington DC....

Before that Melbourne winter had just ended,
Now here i am back to WINTER...my toes frozen...
Bundled in my robe like coat....
Frankly i could have a little bit of sun or atleast a longer
period of summer brushing agaisnt my skin.
;) Perhaps, i could catch some when i head back to kl in Dec.
Vietnam, Cambodia here i come

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Tootsie rolling back to melbourne


ok, now im in the second stage of packing.
Which is finalising the little things that you tend to forget,
I get quite nerdy and all,
with my little list of things. Currently it's pilling on rather than getting ticked of.

OoOoPS......


Im glad i managed to sort out my other list of what to expect for the engagement.
I think im prepared to dwell my hands into all the commotion thats
coming for me.
" Mentally prepare yourself" hahaha....

But other than that.....im all packed and ready for my trip back.
Im also totally psyched that they are still showing SATC in the movies,
i mean how can i watch it all censored in kl.that's wrongggg....
After my trip to New York, ahahah im officially a fan.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

IMMUNE and homeless


man....all past post in these few months seems to be all grumpy...& grumbily...

Visa finally got approved which means im heading home soon.
I dont know where is home now since clearly we're homeless at this point,
Anyway despite it im heading back with a whole new phase,
Going to love that i will be shaking in my bones ...winter breeze
Job hunting again, late night in uni again, my baby cats again ( this im looking forward to)

eating il doche freddo's, eating at thai culinary,
travelling out to do my groceries,fitzroy gym,
tram jumping and hiding, roaming the familiar streets..
licking my fingers to lovely crabapple cupcakes...

Sunday, July 06, 2008

decisions




Such a wild goose chase.
Chasing after those who are meant to please,
Chasing those that you are meant to obey,
Chasing after those god damn wishes.....

mood: not amused, to a brink of no care & no emotion.


You would think that your own or collaboration of decisions
would be left there as a sign of mere support from others.
Naa.... that in due is not happening.
Instead i am unravelled into a whirl wind of too many
opposing thoughts and comments from others.
Working together? Never ..... maybe in my wildest dreams.

A sign of friendship between the union of two people is meant to bring a wholeness.
I wonder whether at a course of time, if i still had my firm father.
Whether this crazy roller coaster would take place.
I think my wishes as i had always shared with him in the past,
were never a point of argument. At the time I was given everything
but i was not spoilt. I was just merely sharing a lovely bond with
my father. One where he understood me & stood by me to make
matters better. Time passes by, and no one respects my decisions
to be my own person. Have they not realize within these years of absence.
I am my own person with simple logical thinking. My demands or rather
decisions in life are purely sane.

Marriage:

Marriage is a personal union of individuals. This union may also be called matrimony, while the ceremony that marks its beginning is called a wedding and the status created is sometimes called wedlock.

The word personal? That has not ever been whispered in
practice in my life. Everyone instantly jumps into my space
& resides there....

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

tinkering

"Im swept of my feet to never never land,

Land where skies shine as blue as it can be,

Hovering winds, mostly whispering desires,

Now, i lay awake just wanting .....more."

Friday, June 27, 2008

splat












show has been great! 5 more to go and im a free woman!

though i will miss doing rehearsals and the cast. :)

info on the show just go to www.ticket2u.biz

Besides that, im pullling my hair on future engagement plans...everyone is stressing me out but i guess this the reality that sometimes it doesnt come down to your own plans but others...and sometimes i dont think people realize that we need to be rational with things. I will repeat both of us need to finish our studies before actually finalizing any wedding plans

Woooo SAHHHHH!!!......

Monday, June 23, 2008

all it takes is a second













Ajie did it, we're both engaged. I have nothing else to say but it was lovely to have good friends and family there.Thanks guys for coming, couldnt have wished for anything better than this...we are offcourse missing one last important person "li bee"


photo of my beautiful ring is taken by balqies :)


" i appreciate the fact syg saved up & bought the ring with his own money, love you"

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

to war with myself

Something made me wikipedia her today. Have been arguing with others that Cate is actually aussie. So, finally after a long time of procrastinating. I found out clips of her life. Funnily enough, i struck familiarity with her upbringing.

Here goes:
Blanchett was born in Ivanhoe, a suburb of Melbourne, Australia, the daughter of June, an Australian property developer and teacher, and Robert "Bob" Blanchett, a Texas-born United States Navy Petty Officer who met Blanchett's mother while stationed in Melbourne and who later worked as an advertising executive.[4][5] When Blanchett was 10, she lost her father to a heart attack. She has described herself during childhood as "part extrovert, part wallflower".[6] She has two siblings; her older brother, Bob, is a computer systems engineer, and her younger sister, Genevieve, worked as a theatrical designer and received her Bachelor of Design in Architecture in April 2008.[6]

Just keywords off course. Reflection is a part of what i do sometimes. To reflect on others is to learn more of the present.