dream weave

Its a change of scene to remember a dream,

Last night i dreamt about beautiful spring gardens

with giant trees, winds blowing through and as you look

up upon the trees, There are lemons and oranges , apples falling down to

the ground.

Slow, dreamy......

I began picking them, as everyone was.

Strange , like a picture from a japanese anime,

Pink cherry skies ......

Due to my curiosity

I wanted to know what could this mean

as i rarely remember my dreams....

Lemons
To dream of seeing lemons on their native trees among rich foliage, denotes jealousy toward some beloved object, but demonstrations will convince you of the absurdity of the charge.

Oranges
Seeing a number of orange trees in a healthy condition, bearing ripe fruit, is a sign of health and prosperous surroundings.

To see red apples on trees with green foliage is exceedingly propitious to the dreamer

This simple and basic fruit is a powerful symbol in religious writings, literature and in dreams. It fundamentally represents knowledge and the freedom that is associated with it. With knowledge and freedom we are in a position to make positive or negative choices. The apple should be interpreted with the consideration of all the other details in the dream. Is the apple a symbol of positive movement and spiritual and emotional liberation, or is it a symbol of runaway passions and the resulting negativity? Are you giving into temptation and making hurtful choices or are being wise and enjoying the fullness of life?

seems as though everything seems to contradict the meanings if i saw all these fruits at once.

strange.. :)

black raven

yeap it's now black raven and long .
intend to keep it this way so no more haircuts, no more colours...

will see how long that would last

hehe...

waves of concrete

Today is a wake up call ....
A call to reach my conscious mind & also my own instinct
rather than a call from the heart,
The heart thats long gone and drowned in the midst of turmoil,
My eyes are filled with unwanted oceans
that could possibly drown my world with my sorrows,

Behind the curtain, behind that tail,
There's someone missing,
Probably Gone to sail in a boat, a small boat called home.

I rest the case with a solemn nod,
that somethings would not change,
after much acclaimed promises and sweet gesture's,
its all transparent,

Easily read, easily deciphered,
Im done, for now.
Done with the sweet tabboo's.

pin up disaster

expression: the current display of facial construction that is plastered on
to my face.

I do not want to scale but i need to face the fact that i am a chocoholic.
i will stop today, maybe i should say i am drastically allergic to chocolates,
funny to think that i can ward off candies/lollies , why not chocolate?
I think its the cheapest method of overcoming emotional frustration.

I will exercise this week, jump for glory, jump for joy for some
blood circulation that has been hibernating over months of
cruel cold weather.

grrr...but there's the fasting month which should not be seen
as the green light to curb hunger. It should be shed in the
same light as, the spiritual guidance and hurdle that each muslim has
to face over this beautiful month of no naughty temptations lingering around.

Im going for a shoot, how can i with this chub face....
i have a week from now... Another haircut another face
another piece of evidence of my uncanny taste to
test how far a look can take me.

Today---> driving force to finish design proposition
and part of my rendering for comm tomm.

another early day, nothing exciting

ooh---> barbe this week among the flowers in
botanical gardens

im HUNGRY

STARVING,,....HUNGRY
SAT IN THE CLINIC FOR 2 WHOLE HOURS TO GET A CONSULTATION...
annoyed...hungry

and having a migraine

house hunting here we go!

fell in love because of the perks of a beautiful home ...
chandelier....timberwood floorings.....
fireplace....a girly home

poster gal

ok...cute cute shorts are calling my attention.
Had always love wearing them since i was little,
made the cut off's at the age of 11, my mama wore cut off's
haha soon i will see tiana wearing them too.
Beside's the nice invitation to the store

im feeling rather blue and sad.
My lungs are hurting from the rather
painful trauma of my non stop cough.

dosage: lemongrass and ginger tea
now im opting for just pure honey diluted in warm water.
It sucks being a "cough" head , i rather have the flu and
lose all my smelling senses than having spastic coughs
hitting my chest. :(

dream---> to be up and running at 7am for a breakdown
of my design program and also a touch up on my alvaro siza
chapel....it's taking me so long, i havent even rendered it.

0000000000000000000000000000000 BLUE day0000000000000000000000000000

labbing it with comm

Ive noticed that my recent rants are about
how my body is suffering a breakdown.
Today, i have decided to kill it by having
a boost juice which was super cold,
peanuts which are starting to do "wonders"
for my throat and ...im still itching to eat more...

Shesh with the diet im on, i will turn into
a giant hippo at the end of spring
which wont work well with flattering dresses.
would it now?
Im so happy that i got another session booked in
with toni and guy for a shoot....wippeeee..
because my hair is starting to look like a mushroom,
thank god no more crazy colours...im quite over it
erk that means i must strave myself for the next two weeks
because those love handles wont look nice in beautiful
garments....or photo's wont work well with chubby cheeks....

beside's that i am totally fascinated with the
alvaro siza's chairs for my chapel.
cute! better hop on to my design....
big presentation on friday....dumm..dummm...dummm

breath of spring

collete dinnigan collection

Spring is here, i knew when i was sitting
and boiling underneath my winter black
layers. There was also that bright and sunny
light coming from the afternoon hues that
reminded me of the coming flower blooms.

I am happy, happy as a bird
to be able to go naked once more
without the heavy bearing coats.
Now, what is left of me
is just a graze of silky cool satin that
will wear me.

Pictures will be off pink & orange skies
and colorful cupcakes that would dress
my picnic floor.
My skin will breath again and my baby toes too.

So, i shout out again to the joys of warmth & eager
rainbows coming my way.

going lulu for jt

i woke up at 7.15am????!!!.....
i am speechless....
i jumped up and got ready despite my headache and cold....

i waited inline....
everything was sold out....
managed to nab 2 tickets....
this better happen....
if not i will be pissed....

hahaha otherwise,im super happy
and thank god this well made effort came through
:)

a stone in my head

Pain, pain, pain is all i feel now,
it must have been a while since i have been sick
because i was busy wailing to myself as i tried to get
up this morning.
My eyes had pins in them, my throat raspy & my body
ready to hurl itself out of the window.

I am officially sick except without a medication cert
which is needed, in order to get the tutors to believe i am SICK!
damn, medicare card still not in.....
However, i got my tootsie's out of bed to go to portfolio class.
Did my fortnightly chores and actually attended class.
i was shocked!

Well, i dont know how i will do it tomorrow because
i dont think i will have a squeek out of me....
my head is thumping every second and im shivering to the bone

I got my shoes, my man shoes.
Been waiting for them for more than a month
Im in a state of a bliss..

looking forward to loosing 4 kg's....
i didnt have any chocolate today,
instead i had spoonfuls of honey for the voice &
some yummy lemongrass & ginger tea....hrmmm soo good...

time to cuddle with my babies
xoxoxo

scratchy throat

I am getting sick & having a major attack of being a sweet tooth...
help! i need sleep and lots of time to finish my assignments...
just felt like going on a rampage...

ambition: to go home & nap
to get my hard drive tooo...

huddled

i feel puffy...
recovering from ajie's bday night out
and having very little sleep because i set myself
to work on sunday. It went relatively fast & smooth.
So, that was a blessing.

Funny incident: babysitting my sister & bf
I suppose in most parts, i was either on the sam par with them
or if not we were out separately.
Nothing too bad happened, Atleast no one was sprawled on the ground
or getting puke everywhere.
so, yet another blessing.
hah, i was sober :)

Now, im finding a source of inspiration that would
spark of some way of my design sprouting out to get
some bloody good comments and crits.
Gah, the stress relating to architecture.
I can sit for hours & hours in search of answers but
it might not come.
what i need is a working computer :(
so, thats why in most cases im here in uni.
dang, another blessing because at home il be glued to martha or gilmore girls.

Back to birthdays, it's funny how fast time passes
and birthdays keep coming.
It keeps hitting you one after another,
before i know it,il be hitting the big 30 soon and i still look like a kid.
It's nice to have this birthday this time around with li, i want a big one
or atleast a nice one.

bday boy

a little shout out and scream out to my sayang

"Happy Birthday baby, with many more to come"

love xoxo