going lulu for jt

i woke up at 7.15am????!!!.....
i am speechless....
i jumped up and got ready despite my headache and cold....

i waited inline....
everything was sold out....
managed to nab 2 tickets....
this better happen....
if not i will be pissed....

hahaha otherwise,im super happy
and thank god this well made effort came through
:)

a stone in my head

Pain, pain, pain is all i feel now,
it must have been a while since i have been sick
because i was busy wailing to myself as i tried to get
up this morning.
My eyes had pins in them, my throat raspy & my body
ready to hurl itself out of the window.

I am officially sick except without a medication cert
which is needed, in order to get the tutors to believe i am SICK!
damn, medicare card still not in.....
However, i got my tootsie's out of bed to go to portfolio class.
Did my fortnightly chores and actually attended class.
i was shocked!

Well, i dont know how i will do it tomorrow because
i dont think i will have a squeek out of me....
my head is thumping every second and im shivering to the bone

I got my shoes, my man shoes.
Been waiting for them for more than a month
Im in a state of a bliss..

looking forward to loosing 4 kg's....
i didnt have any chocolate today,
instead i had spoonfuls of honey for the voice &
some yummy lemongrass & ginger tea....hrmmm soo good...

time to cuddle with my babies
xoxoxo

scratchy throat

I am getting sick & having a major attack of being a sweet tooth...
help! i need sleep and lots of time to finish my assignments...
just felt like going on a rampage...

ambition: to go home & nap
to get my hard drive tooo...

huddled

i feel puffy...
recovering from ajie's bday night out
and having very little sleep because i set myself
to work on sunday. It went relatively fast & smooth.
So, that was a blessing.

Funny incident: babysitting my sister & bf
I suppose in most parts, i was either on the sam par with them
or if not we were out separately.
Nothing too bad happened, Atleast no one was sprawled on the ground
or getting puke everywhere.
so, yet another blessing.
hah, i was sober :)

Now, im finding a source of inspiration that would
spark of some way of my design sprouting out to get
some bloody good comments and crits.
Gah, the stress relating to architecture.
I can sit for hours & hours in search of answers but
it might not come.
what i need is a working computer :(
so, thats why in most cases im here in uni.
dang, another blessing because at home il be glued to martha or gilmore girls.

Back to birthdays, it's funny how fast time passes
and birthdays keep coming.
It keeps hitting you one after another,
before i know it,il be hitting the big 30 soon and i still look like a kid.
It's nice to have this birthday this time around with li, i want a big one
or atleast a nice one.

bday boy

a little shout out and scream out to my sayang

"Happy Birthday baby, with many more to come"

love xoxo

my smiley egg

Yesterday, made myself a good wholesome brekkie
look at how cute my little egg is?

I cracked into a smile at the simplest thing
that could happen to me Which was the small smile on mr egg.
We seem to lose the ability to be happy over
the little things and sweat over it too.
What do we get caught up with? materials & rubbish.

I think im falling into a phase,
i nearly forgotten over the beautiful trip that made
me open my eyes wider which was cambodia.
But i hope im back into reality and making the most i can out of it.

Today, is my papa's bday 15th of August.
Wish he was here to celebrate & to see how much
bigger i have become and what i have achieved & struggled to accomplish so far.
But that's life & the greater knowledge of the after life.
It comes and takes those you love without sheer consideration
but i do know that god must have loved him so much to take him
first.

We all wish somethings could remain forever
but i believe every little walk we take down brings
us onto an undulating roller coaster ride where i do not
take one single regret into form.
Fine, a loss could not be understood but i know never to live
my life grudging agaisn't god and unquestionable reasons.

Im thankful to have my body and mind still running at a perfect
state with beautiful people by my side. However, i have always
missed you and i do know that you're keeping watch of every step
that i take & i do hope that there's that guiding light which shines as it
will for me too.

Alhamdulillah for the perks and lows.

shakespeare grove

it's rather strange to be hanging out day in and night
in st kilda.

starting to get familiar & the area seems to get smaller
and smaller...

this time around, i headed down with ajie, tania & iqram
So, i did a little speech on the history which i thought was weird.
Brought them to the community gardens and even managed to
see how broccoli's grow.

It's rather pathetic at how excited we get with the little things in life,
my next veg question is how do garlics and onions grow?
anyone has an answer on that?

*star moment: was my secret bakery in st kilda for the city msian kids.
it's awesome and yummy....i think it's called a kugelhumph?
had the first one with li....
and dreaming for more...it's a bread like choc pastry....

ramblings beneath the belly

"whirling & swirling, that's the sound beneath my belly,
i blush in vain hoping that no one would hear my pain,"

that's my own set of poetic words on my poor tummy that
hurts...But i have some nice sencha green tea that i managed
to snag a sample from the tea shop since i bought a boxful of detox
which will come in handy tomorrow...perhaps*

then again i wouldnt want to come to the horror of
dashing of into the unknowns of the public toilets in uni.
That would truly drive me insane & i will detest & scream,
i know i wont go.

cleaner matters---> shits* didnt manage to cut the wood for my
box but i will fill it more to make it complete

i have to get stuff done for tomorrow....grr* no sleep?

brighter shots---> karl lagerfeld, the movie...
hrmmm....if we can prompt ourselves to get the tickets since
it's sold out...booo!!!

----slumber----and sleep for friday night---- to beautiful breakkie at hot poppies in the morning----after my muesli and fruit yum yum----

**mahal na mahal ako sa iyo , dahil sa iyo nagpapasalamat.**
just for you sayang, thanks for the early sweet present

crafty hands

My rantings are turning out to be short notes of the events that take place in my days. The days are gone where i would blab on for a whole paragraph about" life" ( my close friends would laugh about this) and my perception towards how unkindly the world treats us today.

In actual fact its how we mistreat the world today. I was busy watching martha all weekend and it had a segment solely on astronauts and how amazing it was to be beyond the clouds and into space. One mentioned that it seemed so beautiful and peaceful from above and all those little things that we stress about seem so little & naive. They also wished that the earth would seem as it is, a romantic sphere that rotates around the other solar planets but as we began to zoom in closely, the ugly appears.

The wars between one another, the pollution, the corrupted politicians, the angry society & community.

Looking on the smaller and less important event is me: how i have manipulated the month of july & august into a model making session.

Nailing, cutting,glueing, chopping, taping all week long. Design is slowly coming to a close, how scary is that? Im no where through to coming to an actual facade, my program is there but where is the building.?

concentration is the key to my own success... now i need a mule to kick in my toosh* to get me going...

---> gasp* ive put on a solid 3kg

lust for art

On sunday me and li decided to do a little tour 1.of my site in shakespeare grove, st kilda accompanied with beautiful brunch
-hit the famous bakery, had this yummy choc cake & packed away a philly cheesecake for later -we encountered nice drizzles & winds (sarcasm*)
so we had to skip the community gardens

2. The guggenheim collection bought---> 2 postcards( im such a nerd!)
it was a short and sweet one with much awe to the works of jackson pollock, mark rothko, andy warhol...piranesi
can u believe someone had the nerve to eat some artwork shesh* it was one of a whole load of licorice..... wait...she took a couple and casually walked away...

We then had a feast of sup buntot curtesy of kat's wonderful cooking! YUM.....

surreal weekend

sunday. quick lunch.hot date by the park.
heartfelt moments. good ones.

borrowed: 2 books
alchemist , i am muslim

star shot: ricky lee? australian idol
and a clown in a car...how strange

a long day,week and month

I feel the topsy turvy between the length of time that consumes my life in most days,
This week in particular was rather quick and fast

Mon: 7.50am rise
Tues:7.50am
Wed: 11am
Thurs: 9.30am
Friday: 9.30am

Hoping that my weekend would be a sleep in because im feeling rather
feverish at this state.

Work load for uni is loading with a blink of an eye, much to my annoyance
so is my laundry......

the only things that are not loading : is money $

character in place: mia wallace. pulp fiction

grrrr* st kilda tom...tackling the homeless