mooning myself through

man ray

I have been anxious these days, so exactly on the dot. Il be up and about at 8.30 ish in the morning. Much to annoyance I dont feel fresh, i feel drained out . tired!

Anyhow, i managed to wrestle through the schedule i had yesterday except for the downside of

rain....heavy rain which is prob the reason why my head feels wonky..

crazy list of yesterday

• personal business ( which made me and lia practically shower in the rain)


• film at selangor camera shop...yipee...happy shooting for about 3-4 months


• contacts...good good price


• hard drive


• managed to look up on my negative scanner


• visit ajie's parents
  
• ikea for my photo framing :)
  
  

today's less hectic list

• travel agent visit


• tante sue, lunch
  
• nena for tea


• dinner with family
  
• a good nights rest
  

then im setting of for the jet plan, insyaallah everything goes through for the next chapter of my life..........

movie week

i guess, as a woman who is under going some stress. I managed to turn into a couch potato aka. ass bandit to the tv. So, far it has made me consumed 1 1/2 of a grapefruit, casava chips, patchi chocs, while being on my tootsie's in the movies resulted----> only a 1901 hot dog which was a little to peppery for my liking.(wink* i did have a double scooped large rootbear float but it was shared) Looks, like im eating my way through the next couple of days.

With the hard chomping, i managed to switch into beauty sleep mode which is a blessing but i have been pushing the anxiety buttons that -----> woke me up to early today! why? i think i am missing my beau, it's funny to think at a different point of time and at a different country we still hold much of our feelings together,even stronger than usual.

reject: 1.any sappy feelings that are swamping though-----> seems to be my post* missing ajie syndrome .
2. any chocs or anything with caffeine

3.freaking about being on the waiting list

acceptance: 1. love love from loved ones

2. Coming home to baby dali

3. my suitcase is filled with clothes, i didnt even shop...so weird

4. that the whole week will be a bustle and hustle

5. oohh ...ugly betty on in an hour.;)

I also had a hit of series, one of gilmore girls which slowly drove me away ....was a tad boring, heroes: god, i cant stop watching it. finally got to season 5, thanks yun! Actually, i wanted to do a little comparison of two flicks i watched within the week

1.dreamgirls versus 2. Music and lyrics

The singing was great and beautiful, however what drove me insane and into laughter, was the every need to sing to any sort of emotion. there was no room to converse or act and everything felt depressing. A rather long long movie for a musical but the costumes , the set, the makeup, the cast was gorgeous.

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Now, this is a chilled out, typical movie by drew and also hugh. funny, likeable, romantic,nothing over the top....and love what the 80's did to hugh grant. drew also lost a lot of weight, she looks great!

long long weekend

----> hahaha it always feels good to land my fingers on the computer, i think i may have turned into my worst enemy: a computer geek

well, me and kyun had a whole day of monging ....more tv and dvd's to catch and somehow that will be our agenda again tonight of our on going series of "house sitting". I actually watched mistress of spices and as usual it does not come up to the standards of reading the actual book. I enjoyed our romantic session with lake house, gives the possibility of someone crossing time and reunite with the one they love, very romantic. Ahh-----> to top of my day, ajie made a surprise sms to say he's leaving, nut* didnt even know hes flight was yesterday. thank god he made it in time.

and i finally managed to have a peek at our weekend frenzy in heritage. finally went out with aruna & shereen.It was short and sweet while it lasted :)

Sticking within the frame

------> condition: arm is aching( due to the swinging), eyes sleepy & legs aching...

all in i sound like i am in pain but today i managed to stay clear and away from being grumpy!

I took the ktm for the first time today from batu 3, firstly i looked lost and secondly that was exactly how i was...it's amazing how in melbourne it seems like a normal habit i have with public transport but when it comes to being in my own home....I dont even know where to get a ticket, where to put it in or even stand on the right platform.

I ended asking random questions to strangers and well they were helpful...however, i just felt dumb* but it wasnt as dodgy as i thought it would be. Melbs worse....here there are no drunks...oh wait something worse...the BO....could kill us all...haha .so, i had to get off kl central and hop on to the seremban line...

had lunch with aruna at sushi king, always nice to have food that isnt oily...

we went to top shop, miss selfridge, zara, mng...just places where you could find

decent winter wear for her trip to london... tired of the mall, dropped off for a quick hi

to the girls at delicious and then went for another trip down in telawi...God, too many gorgeous

shoes...each dying to be owned by me...hahaha or might be the other way around...im dying to own them...

not only that the temptation to turn any innocent window shopper into a serious shopoholic.god save me from my demons...hahaha

Pit stop--->bodega again with momo....then a nice cruise back home..:)

cant wait for our girly night again tom :)

inspired by beautiful garments..top pics by top shop, london wear 11th feb

opened box

i had such a good time yesterday-----> mood im in today: very satisfied

Been up real early these days in order to get a proper start.

Lia picked me up and we started our so called lunch which ended up being tea

offcourse....hahhaha...and i indulged in a healthy but greesy club sandwich at bodega despite having lunch at home...god lust come's in.

I got myself the appointment arranged at strip, Cant believe i sat and laid on that bed for

2 and half hours getting my lashes fixed but the results are worth waiting for.

Now, i look like a confuse bambi....actually korean...time to change the hair colour.

Scouted out in toys r us since ajie was taking me for my first golf experience at the

driving range. I always felt intimidated, i reckon it's the macho stench that hovers

the area.... We went of to petaling street, did our photo session and at the same

time being paranoid whether anyone was out to get us. we did look out of place, i

actually got changed into ajie's polo just in case. Oh yeah, had stall food for dinner

because it's ridiculous that nando's only had set valentines meals. what's that? shesh*

i wouldnt even eat the dessert.... anyway......arrived at the "extreme park" where

we parked our butts on the top floor...hehe* they probably thought he was my instuctor...

golf facts:

1.i suck, but i did finish off the bucket of 100 balls

2. i may not pass beyond the 50m mark since i only made it there

3.ajie is a way better player than me

4.i enjoy this female invented game

5.it is good source of ranting out anger

6.i may take this as a useful sport.

7.you will never get peace and quiet with me around because i was in fits of giggles*

surprises:

1.ajie bought me a gorgeous bouquet of lily's, orchids...and i think jasmine...

it's nice and tropical...i hate roses....---->got him chocs

2.he surprised me with my dress....in love with it-----> got him the junior golf clubs

3.he framed the photo of both of us and his card was sweet.---->packed a picnic but we were too tired and got him that crazy leo that blows up to 600% of its size...

4.we didnt do the usual boo boo valentines...happy!

In the midst of browsing

Mood: grumpy & need to be hit by cupid

song: running water, just making me agitated....

So, today is the official vday where prices are jacked up for flowers and in every corner there will be swoony couples. I think my time has come and everything seems to be over rated. So, in my search for a pretty dress yesterday, i came across the swanky strip shop which is the perfect place to get waxed...... love the concept and the design of the place and everyone was so helpful and friendly.Plus, they give out the cutest calendar cards. So, perhaps today il be getting my bambi look.....and im booked out for 5pm. Its going to take 2 hours or more....

Anyway, as i was browsing through Rush Magazine. I was blowned away by Jane Birkin. She's just gorgeous ( haha ....maybe i should get worried) . I seem to be checking women out a lot lately.... Why wasnt i born in the 70's where everyone is trigger happy and would have been protesting a lot on the vietnam war but thats irrelevant. The look was there, long long hair, big bambi eyes, super hot shorts, minies, the beatles, seems calmer and sexier than today. Now, everyone is to worried about money which offcourse is the root to all evil and we get sucked into it. Back to Jane birkin, she was the muse for Hermes, and still rockin on with performances in France and Switzerland as Electra in a play till March 2007.

http://www.janebirkin.net/uk/news.html

tooth fairy

someone had a loose tooth coming , so tita mila did a little tug...and she's officially A toothless standard 1 kid.

In the name of goodluck

SCORPIO:. The sex addict>>>>>>>>Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy.Intelligent. Energetic. Predictfuture.>>>>Most>>>>>>>>erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREATkisser.) Always get what they want.Sexy.>>>>>>>>Attractive. Easy going. Lovesbeing in long relationships.Talkative.>>>>The>>>>>>>>sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.4 years of bad luck if you do not>>>>repost.

As, i was saying in the name of goodluck. I shall reveal this rather strange zodiac that talks more about the sexual personality of me. I dont believe in these chain letters but i thought something entertaining should be posted every once in a while. So, to my fellow scorpie's feel the wrath of an annoying repost you might have to make after reading this. wink*

fixed stares

ding dong! I am reminiscing about a book i once had, the phaidon book of potraits taken by steve mc curry. I dont know if i was taken aback by the famous afghanistan girl that swept him to his success or was it his ability to freeze time and capture breathing potraits of people. I cant believe i missed the chance to watch him give a lecture in melbourne when i was taking photography as an elective, oh well in the truth of being optimistic some other time i hope. Definately would love to take one of his workshops. haha, photography can be an expensive hobby...need your tools and film to be running around capturing people and offcourse the dosh because once i start on my clicking thrill, i seem to forget.

http://www.stevemccurry.com/main.php

I think i need time to myself, see if i can round up some company. In order to go on a weekend of

picture taking. I think the best places in kl would be petaling street, central market, bukit bintang & masjid jamek. Though i have to be really careful not to wear anything revealing or carry anything that is not "snatch proof". Dont want to end up being a victim.

Oh, 2 more days to the ever so over rated valentines day. haha, i cant even remember what i did last year. shesh, im getting cynical. However, i have decided to spend the day with li and have dinner with ajie after. Not to sure what we girlies can do during the arvo, maybe a couple of yummy drinks or perhaps some retail therapy might ease my temper. Actually i might get my lashes done, seems like a perfect treat for a the " romantic day" and the bambi look.Im dying to get more dresses at baci, so maybe that could be another option for the 14th feb.

what a boring monday, thank god. Im heading to zeta with shereen & watching dreamgirls after. hehe i really cant stay home.

dancing koi's

finally, got a sneak peak on li's tattoo. I think it's gorgeous on her and hehe looks exactly like the sketch i made. Good colours too, she's getting it retouched again in 2 weeks. So it's not quite the final result but finally, it's on her back. :)

cake madness

Yet, another week of my mum playing miss baker. She was assigned to make a 50th birthday cake for a friend. Surprisingly this time my mum made everything from scratch. So the cake must have atleast weighed 20kg over. We got into the design of the cake and i was happily placing beads and the cut outs wherever i thought it would be nice. Ajie, became the co designer and did the fonts, must congratulate him for having such a steady hand. well done!

the long lost photos

thanks to my bubba* ajie, we finally got rox's 21st photos up. it was rocking fun night~!

girly girly night out

it the name of true joy, the girls headed out for a night out. thanks hunny & love every one of you....muah*

reuniting the pieces

today seems like a very slow day for me, everything is ticking slowly,
conversations stalled and the sky seems to look like it's about to pour.
I mean really pour down. I am bored and nothing productive will come of today.
My god, i may be suffering the blues of a bum. I miss working at the cafe which takes
up most of my day and waiting to get paid on fridays, Miss walking down for my strolls
and sipping down with my "decaff latte" since i do get anal after a shot of caffeine.
I miss wasting away some of my hard earned money for silly trinkets ....

Anyway, back to the real world. I did this little replica of what lia wanted as a tattoo. I think the idea of a koi and some sort of flowery design on both sides is brilliant. She should definately get this down and running soon. However, the question lies in the size of the piece. I hope she gets a decent size because if not the details wont be seen. Im so psyched out for her. :)

translation of happy

i didnt know i was meant to be happy,

i didnt know what its like to be happy,

but i think today i could be happy,

hahaha....god, sounds a little strange. But it suits

the shot that was taken by Balqies.

http://arafia.deviantart.com/

Im up and going, it's 2.24 pm,the day is wednesday

and what i need to is freshen up, and pray.

Amazingly, a hint of prayers could set my mood soaring high.

Leaving me peacefully happy and geared up for more to come.

However, i feel like some deep sleep.

A sleep that could take me far and beyond the nightmares.

Where i am not such a grumpy brat and getting my temper all over the place.

Where i can be that little angel i always thought i was.

funny fears

fear, the fear to jump, the fear to shout

I am afraid of the unknown and for once

i do not anticipate it. I would like to think

that fear is beautiful, i would like to think

that it's in control.

I want to be steady, composed like a pretty

picture. A picture that gives a steady gaze,

a story to tell. Perhaps a laugh or two.

Maybe i am fine behind the exterior that shows

that smile, maybe i am doll that has no words to

say or any expression to play.

So, i need to stay neutral....i need to stay pale

and clearly i need to get a grip behind that

pretty picture

pretty maids all in a row

Tee hee...i think im in a romance roll...Well, looking at sass and bide's collection for spring/summer 2007. I have problems with their jeans, doesnt seem to do it for me, i dont like how it flattens by toosh and the fact that its made for people who have extra long legs. However i love every single detail that is done to their other garments, they have gorgeous dresses, shorts, shirts.....just beautifully made...sexy yet girly all together

pretty dolls

dont we all want to look like barbie dolls, hrmmm im loving the make up i got

from the vogue website...1st look by chanel,, 2nd prada, 3rd by valentino

and the final face done by allegra hicks..

romantic hues

mood: feet still killing me, after dancing on my heels throughout the whole night on sat....

usually i am quite immune to pain but surprisingly maybe i am getting old...hahaha

oh well, the joys of coming to age.

since it's the month of february, as they say the mood for love. cough*

i came upon the perfect buy....it's cute and a nice gift so i would like to get myself the little heart purse from the louis vuitton valentines collection. I thought i should go agaisnt the whole tradition and for once buy myself something that i love. hahaha...im a selfish bastard..hehehe

i love me more....*grin

a little crush on mr james

i am so in love with his songs, so another thing to be placed in my "i need to have this list".

He's also young and yum. I sound like a teeny bopper, hahaha....

http://www.jamesmorrisonmusic.com/site.html



after all, i always had a thing for songs that could make u die...
such an emotional retard i swear. :)
so now, im hooked and having a little crush on his jazzy voice especially
with the pieces dont fit anymore.....

family love

strings of celebrations

phew* im glad the weekend is over. time to get serious on the weekdays.

hahaha, my body is definately torned and had enough...detox is the word !

though, im not to sure whether i will be doing the real deal. Since cutting out any

form of carbs and fats out of my system for a whole week is not the way to go.plus, going through the intense consumption of herbal drinks, fruits and vegetables is a little hard to do. I mean being part of an asian community and the fact that i am malaysian, every meal is accompanied with something fried, soaked in oil and thick gravy. I cant even get a decent salad around here which is dearly missed......ohhh, vegebar

summary:

thursday was all catching up with my beautiful people and fun games...haha

then friday was big wedding day with great company, followed by a night at cynna

finally sat was a big 21st bday and a cozy time with my baby sister and a coney dog...

it was just too good...;)

sunday well im out to bum, drink up and hydrate myself.

going for a spin

I am definately going full on in the mood to blog, i finally have the pictures from the ride at the eye(our own version of the london eye) pretty sad, not to mention they are wasting millions of ringgit on fireworks every night.I know the cheesy fun of a ferris-wheel can be exciting.I mean i have done it at two tribes,melbourne showgrounds (it was great fun)but the kl eye was the longest god damn ride ever and i was bored out of my brains, and wishing the ride would end! But u know it could thrill others so i should stop snubbing.In the joy of being cheeseballs we took a lot ohhh it's the eye photo's..haha

happy happy me before leaving back to kl

itchy fingers and toes

fully recovered & in need of some ZZZZzzzzZzzz.......,
thank god for lassi and water, its like a miracle cure

im heading out for a full on 21st bash tonight, and it's always nice
to dress up and look good especially if it's the whole family involved.
Plus, they have a good theme: dress to kill.....and i love dressing up!

managed to pull out some pictures out of my phone, it's amazing how i look so happy....
no bags no stress ...compared to pictures taken currently...very big difference....

here are my new found treasure's out of my my escapade's....beautiful images, beautiful moments, beautiful garments, beautiful cookies.....hrmmm....

ink fever

here's a hot tattoo by chris garver's, i was just watching this episode last night of the girl crying blood. i forgotten the name of the artist but i know i have seen some of the works down at a gallery in melbourne.also picking some photo's of tattoos that have gorgeous details in it one of it done by ami james...yum.

young love

I have fallen.... yeah fallen in love with tattoo's, a sudden interest that has striked me. I think after a great deal of miami's ink. I seemed to have appreciate the art of body tattoo, as much as i try i actually wouldnt mind getting something significant being placed on my skin for eternity. Then again, i am slapped back into reality about the fact that the pain of hell compared to the pain of being pricked by a needle would definately weigh things out.

The beauty of touching ground comes to mind, if only i was young and foolish.hahahaha.... I would have taken the plunge but i will give myself the benefit of the doubt of being quite reasonable. Though, i still think it's pretty hot to have one...

beside's my long dream of being covered in body art, im off for a friends wedding tonight. Its amazing how we hit the road of hrmmmm.....i guess the end of a dating series and a start of your total ultimate guy. Congratulations to the pair ! but wink* i know i wont be heading there anytime soon. well atleast not till i kick off to my own life....i just love myself to much